Navkiran Natt Self Reflective Essay: Kamra No.407

Kamra Number - 407

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Mein self reflective essay nu Punjabi ch likhan da faisla kita jisde do karan ne; pehla - mein samjhdi haan k mein apne tajarbe te apniyan bhawnawan nu sabto wadiya dhang naal apni maat bhasha ch veyakt kr sakdi haan te dusra - chaonde hoye v es course de douran Punjabi wich kuch likhan da sabab nai banye te menu lagya is aakhri mouke nu menu hathon nahi jaan dena chahida.

Jad mein orientation de doran 'Ways of Reading' course bare suneya tan use samay eh teh kr leya k mein ehi elective leana. Mein bachpan ton Russi kahaniyan te novel pardi waddi hoyi haan, is lai sahat prati mera sneh bachpan ton c pr mera dayara kafi simit reha. Sahit diyan wakho-wakhriyan widawa'n wichon mein kahaniyan te novel de jayada najdeek rahi ate ena widawa'n de andar v mein Russi inquilab diyan kahaniyan hi padhiyan. University ch medical school di padhayi doran menu safarname padhan da shouk peya te fir mamla safarnameya’n tak simit ho gai. Mein pichle kafi samay ton apniyan ena simitaiyan nu todna chahondi c. Kavita, kahaniyan, shayari sab padhna chohndi c jis wich kewal inquilab di gall naa howe balki pyar te hor har kism diyan manukhi bhawnawan da wyakhyan howe. Mein is sab nu v ove hi jina chohndi, mehsoos krna chohndi c jive bachpan mein Russi kahaniyan nu mehsoos krdi c. Is lai mein pichle 2-3 saala'n ch kafi koshish kiti pr jayada saflta mili nahi kyonki naa tan ajeha Saath mileya te naa hi maragdarshan. Film Studies ch admission ton baad menu eh mouka mileya te mein haatho'n jaan naa dita.

Budhwar te Shukarwar nu sawere 9 wje kamra number 407 ch lagan wali eh class sachmuch is course di meri pasandida class ho nibadi. Beshak apni raatin late soun ke sawere late uthan di aadat krke 2-3 wara'n mein class ch late pohanchi te sacch maneyo bohat sharmindagi v mehsoos hoyi c, pr fir v es class da intezar rehnda c.

Mere layi es course de kayi mayene c kyonki es class ne naa sirf mere sahit de simit dayare nu vistarit kita balki menu sirf sahit padhan waleyan di category chon kadh ke likhan waleyan di category ch v shamil kita, jo himmat mein pehlan kadi nai kr saki c. Mein 9wi - 10wi jamat ch likhna shuru kita c pr mein sirf political lekh hi likhdi c, pr kavita yan comic story kade nahi likhi c; haan eh gall zaroor hai k kahani likhan diyan 2-3 asafal koshisha'n zaroor kitiyan c mein. Menu lagda c k jo lok kavita likhde ne oh kine sacche te khushkismat insaan ne kyonki oh insaani bhawanwan nu bakhoobi bayan krn da salika rakde ne te menu hamesha eh malal c k eh salika mere kol kyon nahi hai. Zindagi di pehli kavita mein AUD Kashmere Campus de kamra no. 407 ch baith ki hi likhi 'Urban Naxal'; is layi mere layi es class de mayene sirf grades hasil krn yan course pura krn naalon kite jayada ne. Mein eh janeya k insaani bhawnawan nu samjhan da hunar tan har insaan ch hai bs sikhan wali gall eh hai k tusi ehna bhawnawan nu viyakat kiven krde ho.

Film dekhna yan film diyan barikiyan nu samjhna do addo-adh kamm ne, jo mein MA Film Studies de course cha aa ke sikheya; ose tran har kism de sahit nu parhdna yan sahit diyan barikiyan nu samjhna v do alag gallan ne, jo mein Ways of Reading ch sikheya. Asi ethe kavita, kahani, graphic stories nu sirf recite yan read naa krke ohna diyan teha’n nu faroleya, ohna di bhasha, rajneeti te bhawna nu samjheya te eh janeya k sahit te rojmar’ra di zindagi da kina gehra sam’mband hai; kiven ik kavita jang de maidan ch baithe lokan de ehsaas byan krdi hai te kiven ek novel jaat warge eham mudeyan te, jiste ajj v sade samaj da ik hissa bolna pasand nai krda, diyan jadan nu faroldi hai.

            Ek hor wajah jis ne mere layi Ways of Reading de experience nu baki courses de experience ton wakh kita oh eh c k ethe menu alag alag bhashawan naal khedan da mouka mileya. Ethe ehmiyat mere shabdan te ohna wichli bhawna nu diti gai; meri kise khas bhasha nu naa sahi dhang naal samjhan di naa kabliyat nu nahi. Es sawal te mera baki courses naal koi gila nahi kyonki mein ohna diyan simtaiyan nu samjhdi haan pr oh meri te mere warge hor students di sikhan samjhan di parkireya ch ek dikkat zaroor bandi hai te us parkireya nu mushkil bna dindi hai. Ethe mein ek sujhaw v zaroor dena chahangi k hor v changa howe je is course ch hor bharati bhashawan da sahit v kuch kuch shamil kita jawe.

Meriyan upar likhiyan gallan da hargiz eh bhaw naa samjheya jawe k Ways of Reading ne menu sahit da sampooran gyan de dita kyonki sahit ek ajeha samundar hai jisnu jekar koi insaan paar krna chahe tan usdi sari umar hi is samundar ch tairde di lang jawegi. Pr es gall ch koi do raye nahi k is course ne menu sahit de us dunge vishal samundar ch thal zaroor dita hai te mein wayada krdi haan k hun mein sari umar is samundar diyan gehraiyan nu mapan di koshish krdi rahangi. Koshish krangi k apne bhashawan de gyan nu v wadhawan taki bhasha meriyan bhawnawan nu veyakat krn ch te kuch nawa sikhan ch kadi badha naa bane.

Aakhir ch eh aas krdi haan k teacher-student da eh rishta v Kamra number - 407 chon nikal ke bhavikh wich lamba chalega te zingadi de on wale saala’n ch menu hor bohat kuch sikhayega!